this morning prayed a comforting prayer. give thanks to God, for His Spirit leads me to. i dont exactly remember what did i say, it wasn't sth in my head, but i remember it was gd. helped me to focus in God.

read a little nice passage:

If, in fact, our troubles will never go away (and I don’t believe they ever will in this life), then to focus on them and try to solve them is going to be nothing but a broken record. Make one problem go away, and watch another one crop up immediately. To give ourselves to the task of attending to the problems of those around us may not make our own problems go away, but it will make them less of a drag. Focusing on our own problems can lead to anxiety, frustration, and even depression. Focusing on other people’s problems leads to usefulness and a greater sense of health.

So today, when we are tempted to look in, to our own needs, let’s look out, instead, to the needs of those around us and see if our own needs diminish by comparison. Who knows, we may even forget about ourselves in the process.

very true. i like it.

things happened like the dew of dawn, without even noticing their coming, everywhere were already full of awakenings. didnt u realise that, the beads of dew have sprayed all around?

life has been full of surprises and enlightenments. things are unexplainable. i was stunned by the grace and mercy of God, which is above and beyond my imagination. give thanks to His love that never fails.

recently, God gave me things that i wasnt even asking for. but i remember that i've shared my thoughts with Him before. & i'm amazed on "how does that just happened?" but it did.

i asked God earlier, "who would accept such a girl like me, with those past and those failures?" and one day, u just told me out of nowhere, that u accept me & everything about me. i didnt even mentioned anything about it, for i always keep these thoughts unreachable from others.

and i shared with God before, and said, "sometimes i just wish that there would be someone, who would look at me and all that person see is- me, just me." and last night u said the exact same thing, which shocked me. i wanna say, "how did u know that?" but it wasnt u knowing what i've shared with God before, but it was what u were thinking and wanna tell me about it.

i cannot explain how all these things work together and surprises me! but i know that God is here, He is working among us. sth out of my understanding is going on at the moment. but someday, when i look back, i'm sure, i'm gonna say, "God, You are really cool!" hahaaa....